Thanks alsworms I appreciate the help but I already found it. I was looking through this forum and I found
this http://www.tackleunderground.com/community/index.php?/topic/11776-grey-pearl-powder/?hl=%2Byamamoto+%2Bnatural+%2Bshad. Someone asked the same exact question as me and it was answered.
I just ordered it from lurecraft. I can tell this is a really great forum already thank you very much.